Eeeeh long time no see.
I've been busy with school for so long but now the school is about to end and I can do what I want yayyyyyyyyyyyy
Lately I'm angry with the whole world for.....yeah, stupid reasons but I don' t feel guilty or anything, the main reason is the cosplay and I know that for a thing of this genre I shouldn't be angry but I can't help it <//////////3
I'm angry 'cause a videogame that I love for years now has became popular and that thing bother me a lot (even if is a stupid thing). When I knew it three years ago there were no other fans and now they're all super fans (lol nope--) and honestly this thing bothers me because before there was no one to talk to about this series, and now they all think they know everything. It 'a series that I love so much and the last thing I wanted was to see it become famous in Italy (only in Italy because foreign fans are adorable). I know it's stupid and selfish to say but that's the way I think. Another selfish thing to say is that I want to be the first to make a cosplay of this series (in Italy obv) and I'm afraid that I'll not be able to do it <---------- that's the most stupid / selfish / childish / *insert-another-negative-adjective-here * that I could think, I'm so sorry but I can' t think in another way.
Ok, now you' re free to throw stones on me or whatever you want but I really really needed to vent with someone.
Only and a few other friends of mine know that I am really morbid about these things and I apologize to all those who read this journal and with who think differently from me.